Clarity- figure all this out,
a problem I didn’t do the math to get.
Waiting by the window, a force
is on its way just sit and enjoy the view
comfortably, didn’t know
breathing would be this easy
an inhaler when I’m coughin’
tossin’ and you’re the cover
when it’s cold out. Just a smile
from you and I’ll carry it
like a trophy from my little one
hold me down, calm me down
and you’re still around.
It’s a full day, a break in May
beggin’ you to stay
the lens of my mind a true find
one of a kind and I’m sleeping fine.
You take away the pain and I thank you for that
If I ever get the chance, bet I’m paying you back.
I’mma be waiting for that
it’s to hott to blow over-
I can’t just
let it go.
can’t ask me to let myself go
I find the canel of fucking love
to be treacherous, like Hoth,
A golden oar
the price was steep
and I’ll be in debt forever
but I’m paddling.
This is the river
and I’m paddling.
What would you have done?
Hiding in plain sight
reading between the lines-
a loss of word.
It’ll keep you up
heartbeat in your palms
it’s a memory.
The rant of a yesterday boy
and today is a day not
for day dreams.
Helpless then but I can
today, said by the boy yesterday
and the day before
the day before
Well I well I well I
feel like this is it
either all in or all out
won’t tap out fear these words from my mouth
pull it out find the figure pull the trigger now you’re done talkin’ shit
now that’s a foul one-
too dizzy to pull up on.
but this is different shit
feedin’ me all that different shit
bullshit is still bullshit tell me the light has changed
we’re still unchanged until I become unchained and peel off this paint-
some beastly shit
still can’t touch me though
it’s easier to say you’re a ghost then to say you touched me
so just keep your hands fallin’ through
no follow tho and we keep up on
all these ghosts we sight seein’ but it was nice meetin’
just play some duck hunt and leave me alone.
Can hear them all
lettin’ me know this wasn’t my fall
just a small lap fittin’ for a real strap keep talkin’ that shit and I’ll snap
truth to my word you are all absurd
don’t mind me while I have my third
just passin’ by givin’ you all the bird
and I’ll just keep doin’ me and just let it be
keep grillin’ me and I’ll just smile back
never clean but always washed
splashin’ in the puddle makin’ no waves
– I’m still restless
played it wrong and got arrested
all that studyin’ and got tested
but we were never bested
tied together and protested
hangin’ in there like we’re infested
detested- went to far and now we’re rested.
move over – –
seven on my arm
I still remember
it was never clean but we’re fired up
we won but was it worth it
I remember when you lied the first time
told me it was the last time
and we’re sitting here figuring out how to end it for the last time.
We’re pulling hair
and never stopped arguing.
Pipes are red
faces flushed deeper then the bowl
like it’s the last time.
Rash in all earnings
a piece of me
in your front pocket
like a locket hangin’ from your belt
and I can’t help but melt
in your illuminating light
with the might of a human ten times
your force. you crush me with a gentle
hand and a delicate crush.
My heart and my legs fold like paper
water under my nose, and I’ll feel weak.