I have to write. I stare at this blank page and it stares back taunts me. It feeds off me like a leech it feast on my fears for breakfast and sips my anxiety like tea. Never satisfied until I write. So here I sit Staring through this open window waiting for the magic. From… Continue reading Magic
social life of a human
fit to fit in is a privilege
not meant for everyone
chasing a dream a dream I had once a dream of something normal. The old normal. A culdesac barbecue block party with a domestic drink and a domestic life. This is different. The smell of a culdesac turns me vegan.
the day before yesterday
Planning for the future with a hammer and a couple nails. It's a joke I know but it's the truth. The nails are a bit rusted felt like I should mention that. Bent too. Head to Home Depot to have your card rejected but find a two by four on the way home. Buddy… Continue reading the day before yesterday
Faith
The black panther lives in the rainforest. This is the home of Faith. The promising work of a florist. Home forever even as a wraith. Enchanting the world with sunny kisses. Always with you like a reprise. True nature's cheery missus. In spring time, love is carried on the breeze. Her beauty undeniable by… Continue reading Faith
troy
it's the nothing that scares me; black voids a space between nowhere and a place that use to exist, like a city forgotten by google maps that place. haunted by regret sorrow and a memory of existing, it's that place that place keeps me up at night- once littered with treasure stripped clean like a… Continue reading troy
clipped crows
never a dull moment words all frozen runnin' from the moment never wanted to be your opponent. but here we are; windows wide open fear holding the keys- back when we were smokin' loud world at ease- please such a simple notion being overseas copin' with a potion. nothing but a busboy singin' sad songs… Continue reading clipped crows
sedated
last winter was the first time in a long time i felt genuine warmth
off a cascade
field of vision narrows constant barrage of injustice cannons sharpened swords surround sweet serenity red snakes tighten their grip on a future for pirates below deck drown
ball boy
they always wanna see you fall be a king and watch you crawl they never wanna see you tall; until you make it big say they knew you when you were small
ring of roses
keeping everything in a circle so when all feels dizzy you have a safe place to lay
religion
i believe in you; it's stronger than the faith i have in myself
moon hunter – jailed attachment
treasure fiend; never missed home until it was gated up - chain link hugs brought memories forward; days when hugs were treasure
crashing attention
along the river bed the storm flickers like a switch drowning in my head
things you should say to yourself
i think you're pretty wonderful, outstanding the love of my life. i'll let you down from time to time, hang my head to the floor, but you'll always be there when the chips are down i know you got me. you're beautiful you're smile boils my blood i think i know you're the one i… Continue reading things you should say to yourself
