everyone is supposed to leave i know that nothing more than a walking gas station, a luggage and a few parking tickets- and they'll be on their way
Tag: Depression
getaway
i can't stop the shaking, the feeling of giving up dropping everything & start anew. somewhere where no one knows anything, where i can build, somewhere quiet, it won't stop the shaking it'll be back the next day maybe a month from now but that time sounds perfect
surrounding fear
hear the voices climbing in through the door under the pile of books only you know where that door is; you love to take control drive around the block a few times be spiteful as you give the keys back & back out the trap door, i worry the day you never turn the controls… Continue reading surrounding fear
missing organ;
i won't become something different to appease your insecurities, i won't say sorry for being me it took me way to long to know who i was to be taken away by anyone
just dessert
i find myself selfish in the most uncommon time looking for god in the hottest time picking up the phone in the middle of the desert, wrath is laughing greed is smiling and gluttony shovels what's left nothing much just a nightmare with a side of depression in a desert
favorite streamer
only way i can explain it: the body is on a delay this isn't a live stream top dono gets a shout out no- mind moves body waits a delay one part operated by me the other i i am not sure; they're kind just not me
never one to ask for help rather bleed on the sidewalk then ask for aid at the tip of the blade they prayed then betrayed all digging a grave with a heavy spade no tombstones no markings prepared for that future; seems further by the day
space travel
you decided this earth wasn't good enough so you aimed for the sky scoped rifle takin' pop shots rain fire on our home bombarded hail sent a post card from mars replied with a mars bar an empty picture frames a half written song microwave pizza & today's paper garfield is still undefeated you use… Continue reading space travel
Saint's Muse 