standing
on the edge and i explode-
your hands on my burning chest
finding every inch of me
at the tip of your buds
opened up like a flood
your beating heart on mine
sleeping with a rake in my hair
and your shoulders are the handle
Writing, Ideas, & Stories
standing
on the edge and i explode-
your hands on my burning chest
finding every inch of me
at the tip of your buds
opened up like a flood
your beating heart on mine
sleeping with a rake in my hair
and your shoulders are the handle
never questioned the answer
from worried lips
shaking like winter is here
the long night is upon us;
you lied-
i know you did but you pretend like i don’t
and like tomorrow will wash it away
scrub and scrub
i can still feel your words biting at my skin
never questioned your answer because it was the truth
in that moment; in that moment
your truth was words found burried underground
and you sold them to me for half off-
lies lie lies
spin your web
i’ll wait here, to see how far you’ll go
it is the same act over and over
and i play the fool
a fiddle and a dress
i dance and dance
serving bread and wine
invisible to the eye
a fool by trait
lost by war;
and i play the fool
not the prince or a knight
we enter first and leave last
steadfast punchline
and laughs that shake the family line
blood never pours from my belly
just from my eyes
watching everything go up in flames
faster then i can pour the wine
and even though i play the fool
i can be brave at times
without a penny to my name
i found love
if money buys you love
then love is not enough
i chased this dream
a dream of two;
two salads
two glasses
two sets of lips
two nights
i watched you
walk away
and walk back
patter around in circles
chasing your tail
digging a hole
burying a bone;
i watched you
give life to a dead body
rising from ashes
a part that was long gone
a part that had given up-
i watched you preform a miracle,
not a spell or a wish
effort and a gift,
force fed-
stuck around to hear your service
blinking light came on
oil check, but was fed your lies
you’ll need to stick around and remove your eyes
change your ears and optional but would reccomend
a heart pump change
for somethng out of your shop;
a discount you swear
this pump will be different you swear
limping from your shop
everything disconnected
and the service light is off
i don’t want to spend
another minute
eating anything other then m&ms;
everything else has lost its taste
lost their color- lost their meaning-
a day watching movies
with m&ms
and i’ll never need anything else
channel orange
blurring the lines from sanity and the city
the city that made me
feelin’ nostalgic swimmin’ in our family pool
swim, swim good
high on novocaine
fallin’ from my mouth
hair changin’ colors
raisins on my hands
i fell for you
actually
still falling no bottom in sight
i am falling for you
a marathon that gets better and better
a show that is renewed every year
it gets better and better no filler
i record every episode
i like to watch them on my free time
or when i’m not free
and you’ll take me captive
i’ll wake up in my own bed
and i’ll put on reruns
i wouldn’t let this go
i wouldn’t let this die
i’m not your average guy
i’m not going to dig an empty grave and wait
i’ll show you everyday
i’ll show you that i’m that fucking guy
every day
every moment
waiting for our next dance
waiting for our favorite song