Poetry · Writing

never one

to ask for help

rather bleed on the sidewalk

then ask for aid

at the tip of the blade

they prayed

then betrayed

all digging a grave with a heavy spade

no tombstones no markings

prepared for that future;

seems further by the day

Poetry · Writing

riley

it has been awhile

but i’m here

bleeding from my wrist

but i’m here

this wasn’t always the truth

absant more times then present

just so i could give something on christmas

i know they judge me

can see it in the corner of their eyes

never blinked twice

took their eye off me

i move past ’em

never stood still long enough

to tell ’em i missed ’em

i regret that

i know they judge me

i’m sorry pops

tattoos below my elbows,

i want them to judge me

Poetry · Writing

lord’s receptionist

i know i’ll find jesus

only a matter of time

they always say

boy you need jesus

everytime i ring him

can i speak to jesus

sorry sir he can’t come to the phone

now, you gotta wear his symbol

you wear his symbol you can speak to jesus

his line never come up

when i’m on that come up

jesus takes his ten percent

that return is comin’

jesus in my ear

that return is comin’

new age comes with new faith

yeezy on my feet

just to speak to jesus

walk-

Poetry · Writing

four o four

chances are

this is the last time i’ll see you;

face wiped away

like steam off a mirror

was never you

just me

alone,

this isn’t a goodbye

just a memory wipe

hardware error

when you speak

four o four

memory not found

had to start this way

fresh start

kind of

expatriation date is still the same

just a new shelf life

Poetry · Writing

all, nothing

intentions pure

entrepreneur

the world you will have to endure;

don’t want you to see

the cold black under the world

alone,

it never needs to be that way

all or nothing

a tea spoon of sugar

never hurt anyone

make the world better for everyone

nothing gifted, earned run

all brand new, never a rerun

all for one

Poetry · Writing

snow globes & twizzlers

number one and nobody can fight that

just a hit away an you know it’s like that

everyone around me we beyond that

no one tell a lie no no not a rat

i’ll take it to go young g it’s a wrap,

day ones know i’ll be all the same

playin’ since day one and this is not a game

seen it once and it is fair game

when it all comes crashing down;

i’m the one to blame,

snow globes and twizzlers don’t feel the same

world still burst open,

hold me upside down i’m still floatin’

took a single hit and i’m just quotin’

she took a single hit she is just chokin’

hit the floor now we all broken

Poetry · Writing

space travel

you decided

this earth wasn’t good enough

so you aimed for the sky

scoped rifle takin’ pop shots

rain fire on our home

bombarded hail

sent a post card from mars

replied with a mars bar

an empty picture frames

a half written song

microwave pizza & today’s paper

garfield is still undefeated

you use to read this

back on earth

i don’t know if you remember

but it’s monday down here

what day is it there

do you have enough clothes

what’s the weather like

do you miss cartoons on saturday morning,

like we’re kids;

whatever planet you’re on tomorrow

know earth is watching

Poetry · Writing

static feelings

that for which i feel

i know to be real

can no longer peel

thee electric eel

probably shouldn’t go to deep,

i remember now

had a long fall

eggs over easy

greatest loss of all time

g-eazy;

i know i could have been a little better

stay in an wear cozy sweaters

stay in an write love letters,

that for which i feel

i know to be real

cast away myself

for there i am wilson