it is easier to say you are a ghost
then to say you touched me
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it is easier to say you are a ghost
then to say you touched me
“They’re gonna try to tell you no, shatter all your dreams. But you gotta get up, and go and think of better things.” – M
Breathe- never fight it just let life in
an empty map not to mark it would be a mortal sin
meet your twin
out livin’ laughin’ makin’ love till the season changes
and it ranges but she is an angel
makin’ life worth lovin’ she told me
you can’t fight the feeling
never wasted moments been at my lowest
left with your condolence my own opponent
endless roaming and never frozen
but I was chosen through self demotion
can’t feel emotion just want to live on the ocean
through all the commotion I can hear her say-
you can’t fight the feeling.
you can’t fight the feeling.
never put much stock in the market
wanted to
be the standout price or waited for one to find me
silly or asleep
being to bee but always the worker never the queen
crying fiend
two types and always the catcher catching when you fall
standing tall
call when you say you miss me always nearby you make me wanna
be a good guy
when you say i love you i know the time is right now
here somehow
markets closed now lesson learned when asked when
now and then
time and again the one will find you and never a minute ahead
chances are
i will blow it
i carry grenades and landmines in my pockets
set to detonate
whenever the fuck i feel like it
usually random
i can remove them
but they find their way back
buy you have been here
through all my pocket explosions
minor house fires
and inability to watch a movie without being a critic
you are here
i will not spoil the ending
but i am going to keep the girl
not one to fall flat
inflated with dreams higher than ceiling
but every once in a while
i will diminish
shoot across the room
fall flat in a carpet swirl
and that is okay
i will fill longer and fly higher
for i will never pop
i never miss a lost second
it was gone and while missing
i missed another-
i felt that when your smile first touched mine
in the moments when you were gone
i was lost time
robbed from a bully with a checklist on his forehead
guilt was checked
depression was checked
and loss was next
but i found a way to make time stand still-
when your smile touches; mine
it feels like a sunshine airline
so close to the gods i can hear their stories
your voice calm and sedative
i can count the seconds in between my fingers
they choose to linger when your smile touches mine
and when they ask
when the kids gather to ask how i can stop time
i will tell them
i can’t show them this trick
without my wonderful partner
rounding up the usual suspects
when the rounders are rounder
round-up
you know who ate the oreos
the thieves rounded
two-thirds free
and one
one that will be held accountable
but walk free
time is only wasted
when with the wrong people
time does not exist
when with the right ones
it flies like a jet
with a bang
two or three times
i counted the hands of the clock on the wall-
i know there is two
normally two
but time stopped
i wanted to be anywhere else but here
if the clock had an extra hand
i would know
i would be dreaming
(nightmare)
but the clock has two hands
and i am still stuck
nothing my own
except these hands
bound by time
wandering the barricaded park
down on fourth past the ballpark
flowers grow on both sides
the ones incarcerated grow taller and live longer
the free ones are taken by strangers in the night
just as the sprinklers quit
a rainbow connects the flowers
just for a minute or two