i don't want to forgetanything-this year has been a simulationto testeverything;to evaluate what it meansto livethat's why you can't see the scarsthey aren't real.you want to believe it wasjust to feel the fire of life
Tag: Love
white flag over apartment 329
i caught myself from a burning feeling, something similar as running away from a place you called home. sometimes you have no choice when everything is crumbling holding onto those few things that keeps you on this earth but you can't- the smoke was thick that night waved like a flag in the night as… Continue reading white flag over apartment 329
just a human
this won't be the last time i let you down, a bag full of errors waiting to slip down these steps- i joke say it's part of my programming but you only notice because you've always been around
rain god
this isn't a game but we play like one take your ball and run whenever you don't like the outcome couldn't live without one- the rain; i remember it being, lighter walking through it hands as an umbrella a scene i remember in a novella 'wants only go so far without the time'
locked door- hidden keys
trespassing, the sign said no trespassing this was my home now boarded up red tape for sale sign. missed a page or two why all i want is home to feel like home; trespassing, memories of the open house memories of the warmth fresh scent of home trespassing, not welcome it's not what i want
another great day
today beat the shit out of me same time tomorrow same time tomorrow, battered bones mixed into shit pie served all week
final exam
i failed you an exam i missed to hide away to blow these streets leavin' our sheets retail feats knock me off my feet fallin' failin'. your eyes are subtle reminders that these ties were never crossed left on eye level finders and lossed- one day i will forgive myself just not on this calendar… Continue reading final exam
outer world garden
heavenly scented winds chase you earth is envious of your envious steps missing the tip of their chin. you didn't belong here, i think i think you got lost by a happy accident, you spent your time and bought everything. your steps- heels up chin up, wouldn't show tears but you knew your road leads… Continue reading outer world garden
only horse with a horn
you were a unicorn i the hunter, with my rubberband gun i hoped to keep you- still to hold near to have that kodak moment to wave a brush like a wand not to harm or for the mantle before the distant leap a beauty never to dismantle a unicorn today a unicorn tomorrow
cushion seat control
i shouldn't but i am, everyone and everything screams no you're wasting your breath time on this earth just can't hear them the mute button is stuck the day is locked the screen is set these day dreams have walked before just not today
Saint's Muse 