i’ll never forgive you
memory-
for the damage you’ve done
to everyone i love-
the moon
sings to me
i’ll playfully ignore her
you said you were
a one of a kind
than why
do i have five in my hand
Writing, Ideas, & Stories
i’ll never forgive you
memory-
for the damage you’ve done
to everyone i love-
the moon
sings to me
i’ll playfully ignore her
you said you were
a one of a kind
than why
do i have five in my hand
promises,
something I always know
will break
freedom isn’t caught in the frame
but by the taker
seeing, breathing, believing
by something moving
we fucked
you came
i faked
something real
we weren’t wasted time
the clock never moved
never left that couch
up in the mountains-
cheap leather
fresh air
crunchy hair
skyline footwear.
i remember when
tomatoes used to taste good
seems like so long ago
when you made my mouth juicy
never a dull moment
words all frozen
runnin’ from the moment
never wanted to be your opponent.
but here we are;
windows wide open
fear holding the keys-
back when we were smokin’
loud world at ease- please
such a simple notion
being overseas
copin’ with a potion.
nothing but a busboy
singin’ sad songs on the arroyo
just need to be the best boy
shoyo
field of vision
narrows
constant barrage of injustice cannons
sharpened swords surround sweet serenity
red snakes tighten their grip
on a future for pirates
below deck
drown
they always wanna see you fall
be a king and watch you crawl
they never wanna see you tall;
until you make it big
say they knew you
when you were small
keeping everything in a circle
so when all feels dizzy
you have a safe place
to lay
i believe in you;
it’s stronger than the faith
i have in myself