i found comfort in the dark
yet it’s your heart that scares me
i lost warmth in the light
but it’s your words that terrify me
our memory; is tainted
by beating lies
Tag: Memories
founding inessentials
i remember
when everything was put together,
like the lego x-wing
before it crashed;
& fell to pieces.
Any Shape You Take
now that the baby is gone;
i saw your true colors,
& it’s not what i wanted
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it’s not that i don’t trust you
i don’t trust myself
to see you
for what you do
not for what you say;
every lie is a dime out of my pocket
& out of ten-
i came up short
to pay
for the next.
cold december evening;
it was a given;
that i couldn’t remember
every detail.
but fuck
did i try;;
the end of an argument
trigger warning;
i remember the burning-
the smell of blood
keeps my stomach turning
nightmares swarming,
only peace we crave is at the bottom of a bottle.
wonder bread
i never,
i always wanted
to want
a better
croissant
last memory
when i revisit,
the door is stingy
always fights back
knob two tons
make shift handgun
rips through our memory mansion
never easy
couldn’t face you that day
i remember the day the hour the minute
i remember what you were wearing
i just want
one more time.
to remember everything
before that fire.
please;
let me in
quiet voice
i don’t remember
the last time
i felt
heard
molly
molly,
we’ve met before;
i know you don’t remember
it was a wild night-
but i think about you
the gated fence
the old school diner
& the watching naruto until midnight.
molly,
i’d like to visit again,
maybe on a weekend i have off
or at the next festival
just for a few hours
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