last winter
was the first time
in a long time
i felt genuine warmth
Writing, Ideas, & Stories
last winter
was the first time
in a long time
i felt genuine warmth
they always wanna see you fall
be a king and watch you crawl
they never wanna see you tall;
until you make it big
say they knew you
when you were small
keeping everything in a circle
so when all feels dizzy
you have a safe place
to lay
i believe in you;
it’s stronger than the faith
i have in myself
treasure fiend;
never missed home
until it was gated up
–
chain link hugs
brought memories forward;
days when hugs were treasure
along the river bed
the storm flickers like a switch
drowning in my head
i think you’re pretty
wonderful, outstanding
the love of my life.
i’ll let you down from time to time,
hang my head to the floor,
but you’ll always be there
when the chips are down
i know you got me.
you’re beautiful
you’re smile boils my blood
i think
i know you’re the one
i want to spend the rest of my life with
just be you
all day;
the hardest request-
the you you see was crafted for you
tailor made
the hand me downs just don’t work like they use to.
we’re not meant
to bend this way
will always
revert back
to upright
battered ribs
shattered nose
rattling skull
the taste of blood melted plastic,
the only good thing
is the cool canvas brushing my right cheek like my mothers palm.
i want to stay here,
staring eyes like a night sky
all so, obstreperous
for frame of reference;
like the first round, no faces
no names just eyes, flashes,
hazy-
than a meteor crashed into my skull
twice
and
i
still see those stars