seein’ glowin’ in 3D

featuring the place where I wanna be

meeting all the ones that helped me get threw the day

hay-day rolling with the hounds

new found love for the ground

too busy to dig up another mound.

 

can still hear her voice in my head

put down the phone and stop living in your head

made it out- didn’t show up on the feed

news isn’t old just a weak trait

always giving it raw- made straight

you bitches don’t know what it’s like to menstruate.

 

feeding the thieves a loaf a week

there just like us never leaving the weak

geeks chasing the freaks and i’ll be here at the peak.

 

woke up

going deep- third and twenty-seven

no pump fake hit it on the deep post.

pick six- six let loose

 

building caught fire- not a breakaway run-

terror.

place in the huddle only broken on command

 

safety valued more than two points

yet here we are: the game is over

we didn’t stick the landing

prayers are shot up like fireworks-

celebrated.

 

will forget tomorrow-

the completed pass- the hit stick- the downed teammate,

it’ll be gone like morning coffee.

back in basement:

two jokes and we never left

chips & Leno- where else was there to be

nothing else is open

they remember our faces

plastered on fences and bricks

we’re safe here-

free of death below and the roof above

free of the life we won’t achieve

free of the freedom.

 

Eubanks is still killin’ it

its Prime Time-

I couldn’t remember

last time I wasn’t afraid

of not being hurt.

dropping the life line

running out into the suns

ray bans down

Feeling the light move around available skin.

Deleting the call log

mossy groves filled with lion roar

of hesitation.

The sun melts it away with no

warning– moving side to side

flossin’.

would you like a shake with those fries

fried a bigger order

now I’m out-of-order, pause.

too many request and we’re overloadin’

floatin’ (floatin’), what’s the motive?

eyes are getting wider

and the chase is getting longer

but your lies are getting stronger,

bet(bet).

 

living like a king without a castle

blocked out the window not worth the hassle

master the lane- controlling the vision

warding the means- won’t catch me fishin’

quit talking your shit and listen:

 

feeling a little depressed

dealing with your stress

moving the tides and sinkin’ in ya dress

and will leave it a mess,

test(test).

 

 

 

two years down the line-

I don’t know where I’ll be.

 

few chances will pass me by

let it slide, making moves and passerby.

 

the loyal ones still riding close

bike seat and shotgun to the right

 

fight until death.

do us part-

 

still riding out

twin sister and balance.

 

never worried we’d make it

rocky launch and smooth sailing-

 

never failing- stopped delaying

embracing a life three years back

 

I’d given up and given it back,

facts.

 

 

 

find us on the moon

won’t be back anytime soon

meteor hoppin’

come crashing back

 

eye sore and

I soar beyond gravity

just looking for a way out of my head

trapped and I’m feeling the stress

blessed. and it’s gone.

 

strapped and removing distress-

alternate reality

chasing the stars back on the moon

we never left

moving the planets like a game of pool.

 

break- corner pocket

milky way smoothie

leasing the night and crashing on Mars.

I stare at a picture

patterns of vision

I see our future

picture a vision:

 

couple of kids- white loaded fence

and two-story- puppers or two

our story;

one thing at time-

 

been through hell and back-

two times and we’re back

not enough time for that

it kills me-

 

it takes some finesse

can’t hide any of that

you stay on my mind

all the time- all the time

 

trials and more

bless it wouldn’t be half of what it is

if it was anybody else

but you.

Believe that it’s our time

waiting on a Blue wind.

Fleeting birds leave the branches

wanting–daunting breeze left.

The song is playing–one note at a

time in autumn will change the station

where are you-where are you

going and it’s gone.

singing trees and melt the blue wind

the wind will crush the leaves

and crumble will finish the song.

Tie breaker

signing the papers you’re not a deal breaker

throwing checks at the window I’m not a faker

maker playmaker visa on the table it’s a buy not a rental.

It’s the real deal

hooked up to my veins

I payed in blood

and will celebrate with a hunt.

Your silent charm is mesmerizing

two looks it’s surprising

fielding the ball out of play

home run in the month of may

won’t rest on a shelf

towers of confidence in myself

but not in what I do

it’s an illness worse then the flu

the check is cashed and balance

all the fears very vaild

trust just a little and it’ll grease the wheels

It’ll only get better I’m head over heels